There comes a time when you realise that good art ISN'T 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration. The teachers that taught you that were either lying or delusional.
Good art is made with 90% INBORN TALENT and 10% CONCEPT. The kind of inborn talent where you FEEL the composition, chromatic combinations, visual memory, etc. And all that comes together.
The amount of time you have to dedicate to compensate for your lack of talent isn't worth it.
I have no talent.